As soon as I heard this instrumental "Garden" produced by Byzantine Beats, I just felt so much build up inside of me that I needed to let out. I tell my own story through a different perspective and mix in other true stories that I have witnessed, and also give motivation & inspiration to others to move forward despite obstacles. "This too shall pass" Tupac Shakur. Free download, share & enjoy :) Much love, & hope some can relate & can be affected positively by this song <3
lyrics
Intro Babii Cris:
To the ones who have dreams,
To the ones who are trying to find themselves,
To the ones who have been broken..
Stay strong, this for you
Verse 1:
All I really wanna do is make it to the top
With my team, won't stop, H.D.E.
Mess with me, this'll be the last day
That you ever did see
Tell me, should I re-peat - peat?
I'm a freak - freak
Make it leak, like a sink
Pour a drink, do not think
Cuz it overloads your brain,
Drivin' you insane
You will "rearrange"
Alta rappin all that real shit
All the trill shit
All the shit that we got
Hidden in us,
Its why we can't trust
Take it back, just relax
Like Seven said
"Nothin ever lasts" so "just put it in the past"
UNQUOTE
Face the fact its ya antidote
Its like ya need to smoke
You're just a fiend for dope
Because it helps you cope
Holdin' onto the rope like a rodeo
Brain sayin: "Don't let go!"
Heart disagrees, you pray "Lord Please,
Give me a chance Man, Give me a chance Man"
And then you wonder why you are alive
You close your eyes, and you just wanna die!
But I'm here to tell you NOT TO GIVE UP!
Live it up, here's the blunt, let it lift you up!
Chorus:
Thoughts from different minds:
"I'm dumb", "I'm bad", "I shouldn't have been born"
"I can't", "I wish I didn't exist", "I wish I could escape.."
"And run away", "I'm no one", "Nobody loves me",
"They all make fun of me", "No friends", "I'm tired of the names",
"And I don't like to play those games", "I'm insane!"
"Got anger issues", "Got no relatives", "I'm just useless"
"I confess", "I wish I was like the rest", "I like girls", "I like boys",
"But nobody understands", "They say 'walk inside my shoes', but judge me by the color of MY hands"
All I really wanna do,
All I really wanna do,
All I really wanna do is fit in, All I really wanna do is fit in
All I really wanna have,
All I'm really tryna have
Is someone who understands,
Just someone who understands 2x
Me
Verse 2:
Wait for a minute, push pause for a second
I know that you're tired and you feel neglected
But these are lessons that you gotta learn
To get success, you know that you really gotta earn it, learn it
Swerve around the obstacles
Don't let em bring you down like dominoes,
Don't let em make you frown, You're beautiful
Don't believe em, you could beat em, you don't need em
Take a deep breath if you're feelin stressed,
Brush it all off, always give your best
And ignore the negativity inside your head
I said,
Take a deep breath if you're feelin stressed,
Brush it all off, always give your best
And ignore the negativity inside your head
Chorus:
Thoughts from different minds:
"I'm dumb", "I'm bad", "I shouldn't have been born"
"I can't", "I wish I didn't exist", "I wish I could escape.."
"And run away", "I'm no one", "Nobody loves me",
"They all make fun of me", "No friends", "I'm tired of the names",
"And I don't like to play those games", "I'm insane!"
"Got anger issues", "Got no relatives", "I'm just useless"
"I confess", "I wish I was like the rest", "I like girls", "I like boys",
"But nobody understands", "They say 'walk inside my shoes', but judge me by the color of MY hands"
All I really wanna do,
All I really wanna do,
All I really wanna do is fit in, All I really wanna do is fit in
All I really wanna have,
All I'm really tryna have
Is someone who understands,
Just someone who understands 2x
Me
Babii Cris: a 24 yr old female rapper, producer & sound engineer from San Francisco, CA, mixing conscious rap with a West
Coast hip hop style. She's had a passion for expressing herself through music since the age of 8. She currently has 2 albums out "Triple Threat" produced by Babii Cris and "Fearless" produced by Junknuts, each are on Spotify, iTunes and more, visit her website for more!...more
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